And wrong

The earth could just nod
When the sky witness me perishing
And the air won’t come to hug me
Because my aura is no longer color


My eyes roughly speak to me
Replacing the frighten of the tongue
Like my heart stop racing
And my lungs tired of work


Hell don’t accept me
Heaven won’t even glance at me
I’m a filthy human
A being, too low to live on earth


I want to close my eyes, ears
I can’t take the laughter
I can’t take the smiles
I can’t take the words


I want to shut my mouth, soul
I can’t laugh as they did
I can’t answer the smiles they gave me
I can’t answer their words


My eyes are wide open
To witness their laugh
To see their expression
To read their moving mouth


I really am needing you
I really am wanting you
No matter how much tears I must shed
No matter how much blood I must lose


I will still crying for you
I will always missing you
O, love… I love you…
I’m craving for you


But, tears are too scared to well
Voices could just whine
Blood stop and run uncontrolled
Everything gone borderless
And wrong…